If neurotic is wanting two mutually exclusive things at one and the same time, then I'm neurotic as hell. I'll be flying back and forth between one mutually exclusive thing and another for the rest of my days.
a) The narrator acknowledges a struggle with conflicting desires.
b) The narrator describes a state of mental instability.
c) The narrator rejects the concept of neurosis.
d) The narrator expresses contentment with life's contradictions.