JUST VENTING IM GOOD
I hate being here, everything is going slow. I'm trying to improve everyday but to no avail. The only thing that changed was slight trust, not even trust, just supervision in different ways. How the heck am I supposed to improve if there is no action or way to do so. Improving isn't just sitting around doing what you're told to do. That's just staying out of trouble. Improving is something in my opinion that you do yourself being told what to do isn't something you do yourself that someone else i h a t e it. Why did i have to go and s c r e w up my life. I know why its because im not comfortable with my gender or look I wish I could just be pretty but I know I never will be. Im just a person with no confidence with 500 different personalities AND THIS JUST AN EXAMPLE OF HOW I JUST S U F F E R IN SELF PITY why am i the way I am.